Yeshua, Yahshua, Yahusha, Yahushua Are The Anti Christ

People who call the name Yeshua/Yahshua/Yahusha/Yahushua and other names like these operate in the SPIRIT of the Antichrist. They formed new churches grafted from the body of Christ, namely churches that believed that GOD showed partiality to certain people and partiality to certain languages. This “Hebrew Movement” is a lie from Satan. And I know this because I too was a part of the same group for many years. I was once filled with an evil spirit as arrogant as the Pharisees, convinced that GOD would hear me more clearly if I looked up more authentic Hebrew names for Jesus and spoke in Hebrew. Hebrew was not found on earth for 2000 years before 1881 when Hebrew was revived. The Hebrew language is revived with newly drawn letters, sounds, consonants and vowels. Hebrew was stripped of its original sounds and pronunciations. Hebrew that no human in the world can speak authentically today.

Here it is clear:

GOD does not favor people of different languages, or nations. All people who come to Jesus Christ regardless of their type, creed, or language can be saved.

Acts 10:34-35
Then Peter began to speak, saying: “To be honest, I have understood that GOD is no respecter of persons. Everyone from any nation who fears Him and practices righteousness is pleasing to Him…”

For years I researched and searched for this Hebrew knowledge. I studied Modern Hebrew, and Paleo Hebrew, and I even studied Pictoral Hebrew. I even wrote Hebrew letters on my clothes and paper. I was deceived by Satan and I ate the forbidden fruit which taught that Hebrew is the way to GOD when in fact JESUS ​​is the ONLY WAY TO GOD. Not language, not law, not the Sabbath, and not clean meat. Jesus and he alone is the way to GOD.

I prayed with Hebrew Names and words for several years and I was finally free from this deception when someone I knew was possessed by an evil spirit and the evil spirit began to speak to me through this person. I tried every Hebrew word and name I knew to free this man from the evil spirit but the evil spirit would not acknowledge me and the evil spirit did not care about the Hebrew Name I was saying. Finally, I gave up and called on the name of Jesus so that the evil spirit would come out of this person’s body and immediately the evil spirit left the person and we rejoiced. GOD taught me a valuable lesson. After this I repented and turned away from that deception many years ago.

Hebrews 13:8
“Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.”

Jesus only called GOD by one name and that name was “Father”, and if you are a child of GOD, the only name you need for GOD is Father. Children do not call their parents by any names. They call their parents “Father”

Satan has many tricks against the body of Jesus Christ. This Hebrew movement is a new deception from Satan that is gaining momentum in the church. Stop this now and repent. Your Bible is valid and the names in your Bible are valid and sufficient. Remember that Eve in the Garden of Eden was deceived by the Tree of “Knowledge”. If you try to seek GOD through the tree of “knowledge” on the internet and not through Jesus Christ, then deception awaits.

GOD is sovereign and He has protected His Bible for His children. The devil has changed history and will continue to change history and many will be deceived into thinking they are getting accurate history because they seek knowledge from humans on the internet and not knowledge from GOD.

Satan will change the times and seasons, and the devil will also change history. Without the Holy Spirit’s ability to discern you will not know whether what you are researching is genuine or whether it is history that Satan has distorted to prepare people for times like these. Satan plans thousands of years ahead. Remember that.

Trust in God’s sovereignty, don’t believe in human wisdom that teaches you that He has a more authentic way that is not in your Bible.

Please Repent and come out of this deception.

I could go on and on about this, but that’s all for now.

GOD bless you all who are in Jesus Christ.

Can Women Be Apostles, Deacons, Elders, or Pastors?

Recently I was asked a question by a woman about the person named Junia(Romans 16:7) mentioned in the Bible, whom Paul comments were “outstanding amongst the Apostles.” The woman was asking whether or not I believed women could be Apostles considering what Paul said about Junia.

Let me first state that I understand why this question is coming up because there has been a surge of new people both women and men who appear to be operating in “spiritual gifts.” So if women can’t be apostles how could the power of God appear to be with them if they’re functioning in a ministry that was not meant for them? These ideas and questions are all valid and I want to address them today by letting the reader into a conversation I had with the women I wrote about above on this very topic.

Here is her original question: 

But I am more interested in your comment that “women cannot be in the ministry of apostleship.” Can you say more about that? I know it’s not common, and was a definite NO in the OT, but there is a female apostle in the New Testament, and many women in ministry today, so would love your thoughts behind that. What am I missing? Thank you

My Response: 

Hey, happy to have you. If you’re referring to Junia he/she (the gender is still heavily debated) was not for certain an apostle(Again a heavily debated topic); especially if the person was indeed a woman; the qualifications for an overseer are clearly laid out in scripture. Also, a woman’s role in the church is outlined in scripture, so unless scripture is contradicting or being misinterpreted something isn’t quite adding up. I don’t believe scripture contradicts and so if there appears to be a contradiction something needs proper interpretation. To do so we can reason and make deductions based on what scripture says on the entirety of any specific topic and draw a conclusion from the totality of the writing and not just one single verse here or there.
She responds: 
Thanks for the fast response. 🙂 I am! I read that Andronicus and Junias were possibly a husband and wife team, and in my Bible they are noted as outstanding among the apostles. When it comes to the scripture around the role of women, I have always believed things to have changed from OT to NT, but this is an area I need to more deeply explore.
My Response: 
Yes, the controversy with that verse is that being “outstanding amongst the apostles” doesn’t mean you’re an apostle, but more so you were highly regarded in the presence of the apostles. Let’s say you are a referee with a role in professional sports and I say Christina was highly regarded amongst the professional athletes. It does not mean you are a professional athlete, but rather that they recognize you, and that your service amongst the atheletes is appreciated, and highly regarded.
We see a similar sentiment with Phoebe in Romans 16:1-2:
“I commend to you Phoebe our sister, who is a servant of the church in Cenchrea, that you may receive her in the Lord in a manner worthy of the saints, and assist her in whatever business she has need of you; for indeed she has been a helper of many and of myself also.”
But again none of this discounts the fact that the jury is still out among scholars and those who study hermeneutics, on whether or not, Junia was even a woman. It is still a highly debated issue upon which there has been no definitive conclusion.
What we do have however is the rest of the scriptures to test whether or not it would be possible for Junia to be an apostle; if indeed this person was a woman. As many are aware, apostleship is one of the highest if not the highest of church offices.
Here’s what scripture says:
1 Corinthians 14:34-37 “ Let your women keep silence in the churches: for it is not permitted unto them to speak; but they are commanded to be under obedience as also saith the law. 35 And if they will learn any thing, let them ask their husbands at home: for it is a shame for women to speak in the church. 36 What? came the word of God out from you? or came it unto you only? 37 If any man think himself to be a prophet, or spiritual, let him acknowledge that the things that I write unto you are the commandments of the Lord.”
In verse 37 Paul even makes a point to emphasize that if anyone wants to debate this issue, understand that this commandment is from Jesus Christ himself, and not from Paul alone. Some like to argue that this was only for the church of Corinth, which is not true because Paul wrote this same statement also to Timothy to teach those who were given to Timothy the same.
1 Timothy 2: 11-14 “11Let the woman learn in silence with all subjection. 12But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence. 13For Adam was first formed, then Eve. 14And Adam was not deceived, but the woman being deceived was in the transgression.”
What’s his reasoning for this? Adam and Eve. He went to the beginning of creation stating that Adam was formed first. And again this is the same sentiment he said in 1 Corinthians 14:37 came from Jesus himself and not from Paul. I think many would perhaps be shocked to know that  God through Jesus is the author of and a supporter of these statements being made by Paul and clearly let’s us know in 1 Corinthians 14:37. With that said apostleship would certainly be a position of authority and would require one to usurp authority over men to hold such a position. So how can one conclude women could hold this position if it’s in contradiction to a commandment from the Lord? These are all new testament verses by the way, none of this is old testament.
Let’s take a look at so more scripture on the matter:
1 Corinthians 11:2-3 “2Now I praise you, brethren, that you remember me in all things and keep the traditions just as I delivered them to you. 3But I want you to know that the head of every man is Christ, the head of woman is man, and the head of Christ is God.”
Paul says, to keep the traditions that he delivered to them, and then states that the head of the woman is the man. Acknowledging that despite gifts, talent, or ability there is still a Godly order. This doesn’t directly discount a woman’s gifts, or her ability, but rather  calls attention to understanding, order and structure, despite ability.
A man may be more intelligent, more versed in Scripture, and more spiritually gifted than the elders, or the pastor of his church. However, that doesn’t then give him the right to take over the church because of his gifts; he must still remain in order. A child can be more gifted, more spiritually adept, and smarter than their parents, but that doesn’t then give them the right to become head over the household or to take the lead. They must still learn obedience, and submission and learned that they are under the headship of the parents regardless of gifts or ability. Jesus was a perfect example of one since a child was more knowledgeable, more spiritual, and more than his earthly parents, and yet he remained in order and obeyed them (Luke 2:51-52) as scripture commands(Exodus 20:12).
Later on in 1 Corinthians 11:7-9 Paul says “7For a man indeed ought not to cover his head, since he is the image and glory of God; but woman is the glory of man. 8For man is not from woman, but woman from man. 9Nor was man created for the woman, but woman for the man.”
Paul then in the next Chapter after 2 Timothy, gave Timothy the qualifications for an overseer. This is directly after saying, he does not permit a woman to speak in church. In the same letter, he gives qualifications for an overseer
1 Timothy 3:1-5 “The saying is trustworthy: If anyone aspires to the office of overseer, he desires a noble task. 2 Therefore an overseer must be above reproach, the husband of one wife, sober-minded, self-controlled, respectable, hospitable, able to teach, 3 not a drunkard, not violent but gentle, not quarrelsome, not a lover of money. 4 He must manage his own household well, with all dignity keeping his children submissive, 5 for if someone does not know how to manage his own household, how will he care for God’s church?”
Overseers must be the husband of one wife and be head over their household managing their families well.
The verse people tend use to in an attempt to subvert this is Galatians 3:28.
Galatians 3:28: “There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus”
But again readers must remember these are all Paul’s writings, and he’s not contradicting himself, so anyone interpreting these verses can not read it through the lens of any interpretation that causes a contradiction because there is none. This verse is talking about us being one in the spirit however, in the body we still have roles and rules as I stated earlier, and as all of Paul’s previous writings have stated.
The same verse said there is neither slave nor free. So to make the case that this verse permits a woman to teach would also make the case that this verse permits a slave, who is in legal slavery to overthrow his master, and take rule over his master as well. And as we know, the Bible is clear, that slaves are to obey their masters(Ephesians 6:5-9), so that would fall out of line with the rest of scripture again. We even see Paul returning a slave named Onesimus to his Master Philemon in the Book of Philemon in the bible, so that scripture(Galatians 3:28) doesn’t subvert anything said in the scriptures previously.
Another verse people may use to subvert is:
Acts 2:17-18: “‘And it shall come to pass in the last days, says God, That I will pour out of My Spirit on all flesh; Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, Your young men shall see visions, Your old men shall dream dreams. 18 And on My menservants and on My maidservants I will pour out My Spirit in those days; And they shall prophesy.”
We do know that women can prophesy and be a prophetess(Corinthians 11:2-16) so there’s no contradiction here. Women can be prophetess, they can pray, they can dream, and they can receive a word from God. However, a woman being a Prophetess does not give her authority over the church but rather expresses there are spiritual gifts she can exercise in ministry under the authority of a male head if it’s going to be in church. Also, let me state for the record for the people that say “How can a woman prophecy if she can’t speak in church?” Who during the church service is the only time and place when people receive prophetic words? Many prophetic words are given for one specific person, some are made through direct home visits, and with modern technology today ,some prophetic words are even shared through phone calls. There are a host of women on youtube right now in their vehicles, recording on their phones what they say are prophetic words outside of a church setting.
Again, this is all out of The New Testament, and this is all revelation Paul received from Jesus Christ. These are not Paul’s commandments. As he stated earlier. When Paul gives his opinion, he makes it clear that he’s given his own opinion. However, on these matters, he says he received it directly from the Lord.
Here’s one example below, where Paul let the reader know he’s given his opinion:
1 Corinthians 7:12 “To the rest I say this (I, not the Lord): If any brother has a wife who is not a believer and she is willing to live with him, he must not divorce her.”- he makes it clear that this is not a direct commandment from the Lord, but rather what he believes is the most Christlike thing to do.
In verse 10 he again makes it clear that what he saying is from the Lord Jesus and not himself:
1 Corinthians 7:10 “10To the married I give this command (not I, but the Lord): A wife must not separate from her husband.”
None of this discounts, a woman from being in ministry and serving in ministry. Women are in fact called to serve in ministry. However, this does disqualify them from being in positions of authority in which they are taking leadership roles over men.
And lastly, I will say that God is sovereign and anyone can be used, I’ve heard a story about a woman who was called in ministry, because none of the men would step up but later, on in her ministry, she was asked to hand over the ministry to a man. However, these situations are the exception and not the rule. The rules are that which we have laid out in Scripture plainly. Anyone claiming to be privately called I believe would be confirmed by other witnesses and tested as it would go against a commandment from the Lord. A woman shouldn’t just think she received a private word or had a single dream, and think she can ignore all of scripture because she thinks God has spoken to her. The enemy also gives dreams so we must test the spirits.
One more verse I want to put out as I’m preparing for my lesson for tomorrow since we were talking about apostles. This again is Jesus speaking to the Churches
Revelation 2:2 “I know your works, your labor, your patience, and that you cannot bear those who are evil. And you have tested those who say they are apostles and are not, and have found them liars; “
We see here that Jesus even comments that the church has tested those who claimed to be Apostles and found them to be liars.
When we read the words Jesus wrote to Christians in the Churches in the book of Revelation I think we will see a Jesus that isn’t exactly like some of the modern depictions we see today.  I recommend giving the letters to the 7 churches a read in the book of Revelation.
Here’s another example of the resurrected Jesus speaking to the churches in
Revelation 2:19-23: “I know your works, love, service, faith, and your patience; and as for your works, the last are more than the first. 20 Nevertheless I have a few things against you, because you allow that woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess, to teach and seduce My servants to commit sexual immorality and eat things sacrificed to idols. 21 And I gave her time to repent of her sexual immorality, and she did not repent. 22 Indeed I will cast her into a sickbed, and those who commit adultery with her into great tribulation, unless they repent of their deeds. 23 I will kill her children with death, and all the churches shall know that I am He who searches the minds and hearts. And I will give to each one of you according to your works.”
Society has been shown this water-downed depiction, as if the words of Paul are more stiff than the words of Jesus himself, when Paul by and large says that many of the things he writes are from Jesus and not from himself. When we read the letters to the churches in Revelation we can see Jesus speaking in a very serious manner about a woman Prophetess teaching in the church and seducing men into false teachings. Stating that the men there should not be allowing what’s taking place to happen.

There is of course so much more that can be said on this topic, but I believe this particular write is already long enough as it is. God bless you all who are in Christ Jesus The King of Kings and Lord of Lords. I hope this write up has found you well. If you have any questions, opinions or concerns you’re more than welcome to comment down below or email me at [email protected].

God Bless

Eddie Fews


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What Happened To My Old Content? I Removed It . Read The Story Below

What Happened To All My Old Content?

What’s up guys, Eddie Fews here. About a year and a half ago I made the decision to delete all of the content from my website. I also decided to delete and recreate my Youtube channel, and to also delete all of my social media, and start everything over again. That includes the classes I created, the books I wrote, and any other paid content I had made up until that point. 

Several people were caught off guard at the time and couldn’t understand how I could just wake up one morning and decide to delete everything. It appeared random. Some thought I had been hacked, a few were saddened, and others complained(some more than that). And I’d like to think I completely understand, however, it wasn’t a decision I was making to do anyone harm, it was a decision for the greater good. I became convicted about the content that I was making, the image I was representing, and how all of that could negatively influence others. From teaching about Pick Up Artistry, to Social Development, to Red Pill – Alpha Male Dynamics, To New Age Metaphysics, to Attracting and Building Wealth secrets… it was all worthless.

Sure a few guys grew in confidence, some found the girl for them, and others were able to make a few bucks, but what does any of that matter when all this is over? 

Mark 8:36 “For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?”

Jesus told a parable in Luke 12:16-21 about a rich man who reaped an abundant harvest so much so that he had no place to store it all. He decided to tear down his barns and build bigger ones to store all he had without realizing that the very night he planned those things his life would be demanded of him. 

What good are riches, what good is status, and respect if a man no longer has his life? What use does a dead man have with money, wives, or any of the pleasures of the world? No one knows which day will be theirs, and if we’re not prepared whenever that is, not a thing we ever loved or enjoyed about this world is going to matter.

I deleted all old my content because the lifestyle I was living, representing, and selling to others was nothing more than a temporary veil to keep people from seeing what was to come. Pleasure, money, and admiration can blind the hearts of men from realizing what’s truly important. We can live this life fast, partying, and chasing cheap pleasures but there’s going to be a judgment and everything is going to have to be accounted for. 

I left my old life and decided to follow Jesus Christ on July 27 2021 and it was the best decision I ever made. I had just arrived at this high-rise apartment I would rent out temporarily to spend time with the women I was entertaining at the time when I began to feel this tug on my heart that it was time to change my life. 

Just a few weeks prior I began to question whether premarital sex(fornication) is actually a sin or not. In my ignorance, I couldn’t understand what was wrong with it. Was anybody harmed? I was just having fun, and I tried to be helpful to some of the women if I could. But still, it began to weigh on me. I would lay down with a woman then get up to shower and pray that God forgives me “IF” I was doing something wrong. I did this for a few weeks until one day in the middle of my normal “God forgive me If I’m wrong” prayer it seemed like I heard a strong internal voice say to me “Are you trying to mock me?  Was I making a mockery of prayer and repentance by acting carelessly only to ask for forgiveness as if that would be the bandage on my sin in the event that I did actually sin? I absolutely was. 

If I was sincere I would have prayed  “God I don’t know if this is a sin or not so I’m just not going to do it until you confirm to me whether or not it’s okay because I don’t want to sin before you.” I wouldn’t just do what I wanted and asked God to bandage me as if it was no big deal. Nevertheless, I heard this voice, I was frightened and convicted, however, that wasn’t yet enough. I still continued in my behavior shortly after by convincing myself I didn’t really hear any internal voice.

Shortly after I ran into a friend of mine at the time who told me he has been celibate for I believe 2 years and he was explaining how much it’s changed his life. He also shared with me a book he read that helped him make that decision. I read the book and it help a bit and made a lot of sense, however, I still continued in my behavior. 

A few more things happened after, that were adding to the building up of me realizing that I should make some changes, but again I still continued in my behavior.

And then it was July 27th 2021 and I was in a GrabCar(Asia’s Uber), going from my main apartment to the temporary one planning to meet up with a young lady who ironically enough had also recently accepted Jesus Christ as her Lord and Savior. I had accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord in Savior a little over year prior to this and I was praying consistently thinking I was saved. (I grew up reading the Bible, going to church and learning about Jesus, however, It never quite “worked for me”. I wouldn’t say I strayed too far from the foundation, but I was dabbling in other things thinking I was on this quest for the truth. Nevertheless, I wasn’t saved, I hadn’t fully believed in my heart, I hadn’t fully surrendered my life, and turned from my sin)

I arrive at the apartment and my heart was heavy, it was like I was feeling a call to make a change in my life. While overlooking the city from the balcony I went and grabbed my bag and pulled out my notebook that contained my life plans and the goals that I wanted to accomplish. I had been carrying that book with me everywhere for the last 3 or 4 years, I took it very seriously and the things in the book were coming true day by day year by year. I believed at that time that as long as I held onto that book, eventually, it was all going to come true. However on this day, in my conviction, by the pull I felt on my heart, I was ready to make a change… I began ripping out the pages of the book, I then place them into the aluminum non-stick bowl in the rice cooker at the apartment, placed it on the balcony of the high-rise, and I set it on fire… 

I prayed “God, I don’t want this book, I don’t want whatever plans I have for myself, I want the plan that you have for my life.“ 

I was watching the book burn, and the ashes fly over the city from my balcony when my guest arrived. She came in wondering why the apartment smelled like smoke, shocked to see I was burning my book of goals & plans. I informed her that I was changing my life, and although I was not fully sure what that would look like, I was going to commit my life to God.

We continued to talk, we ate, and while eating I began to notice certain a trait in her that I pointed out that I believed was hyper-selfish. While we were eating I knocked a glass of water down that spilled on me and the floor and she didn’t flinch, I went to grab napkins to begin to clean up the mess, and still, she didn’t flinch, she just kept eating, looking straight ahead, like nothing had happened. 

I was shocked. I explained to her that I think it’s normal that if you’re with someone and something spills that you offer to help or at least make a comment asking if they would like help. The behavior seemed very cold and selfish.  Yet to my surprise, she agreed and told me that people tell her that all the time, but that she has no idea what to do about it, and it bothers her that she is that way.  I understood and decided we should pray about it after we finished eating. 

We prayed and in chilling fashion, the spirit that was behind that type of behavior in her began to speak out of her mouth and explain that it was a demon of selfishness that keeps her in bondage to that type of selfish behavior which is why she couldn’t control it or understand why she does it. I began rebuking it and telling it to come out of her, and eventually, she vomited on the floor and the spirit left her. When she returned to consciousness I asked her if she knows what just happened to which she replied “No.” And I explained to her what happened and that she was now free from that thing. 

The following day we were still hanging out and she revealed to me that she lied to me, that she was semi-conscious of what was happening the night before, and that she did in fact know what was going on. I asked her why did she lie, and again she says “I don’t know.” She doesn’t know why she just lies sometimes. This sounded like the same thing she said the day before about selfishness so I decided we should pray again about the lies. And in a similar fashion to the day before the spirit behind her lying began to speak out from her, telling me it makes her lie and also revealing its name. Then to my surprise 4 other spirits each one by one spoke out from her, telling me about their job in her life and also revealing their names. Jealousy, Pain(reminds her of painful memories to make her cry), Lying, and one that was connected to Idolatry(For she looked up to these social media influencers), I began telling them to come out in the name of Jesus and eventually she vomited 4 or 5 individual times right on the floor and each one came out of her. 

At this point I was a bit startled by what was happening. I had some experiences similar to this before(which is how I fully believed in my heart that Jesus Is Lord, but that’s another story for another day), but it had been a while and this one was a little different. 

Anyway, we began talking and then we prayed again, and once more, one more spirit began to speak through her again. I asked it how it came into her and it said “Because her mother keeps sleeping with men and she’s not married.” 

BOOM! 

That was my confirmation about my own sin. The spirit came into this girl when she was young by way of her mother’s sins, by no sin of her own. The sins of the parents can fall on the children if they are not covered by the grace of Jesus Christ. I knew at that moment, that I was going to stop fornication. How could a Father claim to love his own child if he’s doing things for his pleasure that are harming them? 

So I began to drive the spirit out however,  this one was refusing to leave. Even after pushing, and rebuking, over and over again, it was refusing to leave.

And you know why? 

After a bit of time of calling it out, telling it to leave, and binding it, it turned to me and said “Do you know why I won’t leave?”.. “If you want me to come out of her, you have to get my friend that’s in you out of you first. When my friend comes out of you, then I’ll come out of her” 

I said “ What are you talking about?!”. It replied “ Pride. You have my friend Pride in you.”

I was shocked, however, I knew that pride had been an issue for me all throughout life so I couldn’t deny it. 

I took a break from the prayer, I went to process what I had just heard, and eventually, I fell asleep. 

The next morning I felt deeper conviction for my sins, my fornication, my pride, and others, and I got on my face on the floor and began crying out to God in the name of Jesus with a snotty nose, and eyes filled with tears, begging for mercy and repenting for all my sins. 

During the process, I also began to vomit. I was praying and vomiting over and over again on the floor for at least an hour. Some brown fluid was coming out of my gut and I don’t know what it was. The floor was soaked in this stuff, and after cleaning it up, I sat up on the bed, with a face full of tears, grieving and shocked by how ignorant I was and how deceived I was to think that fornication was not a sin. 

I got down and prayed again and vomited a little more, and when I got up off the floor my taste for fornication, drinking to get drunk, pride, greed, and more were gone. I felt cleansed from those desires and no longer wanted anything to do with those things. 

I went downstairs where the friend of mine was and said “ I think I have to delete my YouTube channel” to which she said “ I felt like I heard something tell me the exact same thing, but I was afraid to tell you.” 

I opened my laptop, pulled up my Youtube channel, and thought about it for a half of a second, and then hit “DELETE”. Gone. Just like that. Almost 20,000 Subs down the drain. I followed this up by cleaning up other areas of my life and deleting all the photos of the lifestyle that I was living. I no longer wanted anything to do with the old man(Romans 6:6). I was ready to walk in the newness of life.

I continued to clean up more areas of my life, from social media, self-help books, and more. Learning to trust in the plan that God has for my life.

I know this story was a bit long, but if you’re still reading this I want you to know that God loves you. He loves you individually. The Bible says he has the hairs on your head numbered(Luke 12:7). He loves you more than you love yourself and more than you love anyone. When we turn from sin which separates us from God, and tap in to the love which we access through Jesus Christ his only begotten son, it will fill things in us that fornication, drinking, and our individual adventures never could. 

That emptiness that men feel that we try to fill up with our selfish ambitions and every and anything else is a void from us not being connected to and not in fellowship with our creator. The things that I thought were me(the way I walked, the way I talked, and the things I enjoyed), I discovered were not me at all. It was the evil that was in me, that got delivered me from through Jesus Christ.

I walk differently now, I talk differently, and I think differently by the Grace of God in Christ Jesus. I’m fulfilled. I experience true joy, true love, and true peace from my Eternal Father in Heaven. 

The Father, The God of All Creation loves you, and he sent his son to die for your sins so that through him you can be cleansed of your sin, and reconciled to your Father in Heaven. This isn’t just my experience, this is available for anyone who believes. The Bible says everyone who calls on the name of Jesus will be saved. 

Jesus is the son of God, he is the way, the truth, and the life, and NO ONE can come to God unless they go through Jesus. If you’ve been looking for God and you haven’t found him, it’s likely because you haven’t sincerely called on the name of the Lord Jesus. Call on his name, repent of your sins, and ask to be reconciled to the Father through him. 

If you want freedom, true peace, and true love you can have it. It’s all in Jesus. 

Romans 10:9-13 – ;  because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. For the Scripture says, “Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.”  For there is no distinction between Jew and Greek; for the same Lord is Lord of all, bestowing his riches on all who call on him. For “everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.””

Thank you all for reading. 

There will be more of my story to come.

Peace to you all who are in Christ Jesus.

Eddie Fews


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